I was on the bus home and I was kind of zoned out and I was thinking I am so blessed like whether you relieve in the god thing or not
I feel lucky at least because
I have it pretty good right, and I don't realise it 98% of the time
I procrastinated away 4 periods, got home and managed to do some work
I only did that because I was around people who I love and who entertain me endlessly, I have a lovely boyfriend, my brother is acting like a decent human being and my mother is awesome (albeit mildly insane) and however much she drives me insane I love the woman?
And I'm all sat in a cosy little bed (and I've just ordered a bed that looks a bit princessy and I'm excited)
Life is good and sometimes I miss it and it scares me that I don't notice all the amazing stuff I have
because one day it'll be gone, and that could be in 30 days or 30 years or maybe I'll live till 200
but it doesn't last forever and I neglect noticing beautiful things and people because I'm so focused on the next stage
so focused on moving along and ticking off my lists of things to do that whenever I pass brought stages of really ignorant and blissful time I'm "too busy" or "too tired" to hang out and laugh and sit and watch 5 episodes of the newsroom with my mum on a Tuesday
what I'm getting at is the little stuff matters to me a whole lot more than I realised
I'm having one of those cheesy clarity moments
that's all, felt I had to share today's thoughts
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